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(listening to chill music for some reason) Ain't no somehow, ain't no some day, like a wildfire, it'll burn away. When the smoke is gone, with clear eyes we might find that place, like a Northern Summer." Sometimes, I wonder if there's no such thing as past, present, and future, because it'll all burn away.

Seriously now, how and why is so much shit happening to me? There needs to be punishment and reward in this life for this world to make sense, it seems. And in my case, there needs to be punishment on those who have created these problems for me. I never sent inappropriate files anywhere, and never downloaded, or uploaded them. Fuck MICROSOFT and FUCK the people who run that stuff. I have passions that involve using my PC and using computer programs, and can't do shit because of you bastards at Microsoft. Partly because I can't purchase any of your products now. I can't communicate with you people at all, I got too much stuff on my mind anyway and with each problem that arises, my mind goes somewhere else, shuts down and goes blank, not mention my constant forgetfulness. What a fucking shame it should be.

Why can't I have the Microsoft account? Why is my PC so slow? Why would I be accused of illegal actions involved with Microsoft? And by the way, why must so much shit be happening in my life besides this PC stuff? Like, I mean, everything that I do, what was once okay, and no nothing's working for me. I'm emotionally bankrupt solely because of this. I just. I don't know. I need support. I can't be living like this. Blame it all on me, because that's what your primal instincts tell you to do

I'm going to get a new PC or tablet in April. I can't stand the shit that my current PC does, and no, it's not because of my negligence

I had well over 600 images to simply process into jpegs, and I left my computer running for hours, and I come back, and it's not done?! This is going to take a long time. The creation of the time lapse is made up of multiple processes, each one takes part in about one to two hours. Or at least in theory it should've taken that fast...I have to download the RAW files to PSE (at least 30 minutes), then it takes another equivalent amount of time for them to open. Next comes processing all of the RAW files by making them into jpegs while applying slight levels correct for underexposure. That's how it's done. That's just making the image files, next will come compiling all of them into a video, also known as a time lapse and adjusting the frame rate. Once this is done, actually that's about it. Oh yeah, the program that I'm going to be using to assemble the time lapse isn't dedicated to the task, so there you go

I made an interesting "discovery" after analyzing images from my upcoming time lapse; If you don't already know, I set up my camera to take photos once every five seconds, for about oh...4 hours? The subject was acid crystals, and each photo was taken using a super macro lens, with enough "umph" to essentially be a low power microscope. One image in particular struck me after a while, even though it appeared mostly normal, or the same as much of the others, except that it was blurred. The blur somehow mysteriously made the image's colors more saturated, noticed after comparing it to other photos. That's probably not something "paranormal" or unexplained, but despite this fact, it's been causing quite a perplexing thought: if more blur=more saturation, we could use this for very interesting animation effects, because if we gradually adjust the blur of each image before the image is created, then we could also, at the same time, cause the sat

Wow!!! This is incredible. I've been following the steady progression of knowledge of geophysics, and the study of solar activity. I've long known about the Sun's magnetic influences on Earth, some of which seem unusual but are real. Now, a scientific study sheds light on the magnetic field's influence on people. In fact, the solar magnetic field's interaction could even have to do with biological life in general; this is where the highly mysterious chemical known as DMT comes in: thought to be literally a messenger between us, it is likely a form of universal language between all life forms, including plants; we all have this chemical in ourselves, but the reason for why we do is still a mystery. So, since DMT exists in plants as well, than that means that there's a very high likelihood that plants can also sense magnetic fields; this means that subtle and slight changes in the Sun's magnetic field can be sensed by plants, and plants might potentially use t

I started a Time lapse about an hour ago, should end in about 7 hours, until the memory card fils up all of the way with hundreds of RAW photos, at which point i will insert a new memory card and redo the process, as well as insert a new battery once minę rund out. Please be patient, the results WILL BE ASTOUNDING. The ovhectivr of the process is to change the depth of field and plamę of focus at the same Time, slowly and gradually. I will also try to merge the resulting jpegs into my new stacking program to see what an ultra long exposure would look like. I’m not giving out details just yet of what the subject matter is, but i hope that i can give out some hints: polarization, super macro

The people who killed a mother Bear and her cubs should get at least several years of jail Time. They were not in their right mind and didn’t think before doing. It is very emotional to watch the video...

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/missing-calif-8-old-apos-221956836.html

Please, please, don't let all of this stuff keep happening, the lawsuits and legal shit. Other than that, quit uploading all of this bullshit to YouTube and the news, it's detrimental to me, and instead of helping, it only seems to have the opposite effect. For fucks' sake, this world in which I live isn't fair and I'm going to voice myself. Sorry but it's going to take me quite a long time to process all of these things that are being posted

Why the fuck is this happening?! The laws are going to change, shit's going to change all because you are all acting with urgency, for fucks' sake, stop it; you're not a fucking ruler or something, that can just make life miserable for me like that. Why for fuck's sake is this even true?! I mean, I don't want to be saying this, but it's true, and fucked up! 2020 isn't a new ******* or something, it's just a new decade, nothing to make special. Don't do anything special just because you feel like it or because your emotions are steering you. Emotions have been steering me, and I've only experienced misery and misfortune because I I've been following them. I can't do like this any longer, I just want to retreat and live on my own. It's still early 2019. However, we can't do be doing like this. We as a society...have serious problems. And the individual isn't worth anything

Just because this is the last year of the decade, you still shouldn't change the fucking laws, for goodness sake. Stop acting with urgency, like 2020 is the end of the world or something crazy. For goodness sakes, STOP! You make me go to the fucking bureau of wherever, you sick SOBs, I don't need to go nowhere, I'm good, you don't need to tell me what in the

For the first time in my life, at least some of my premonitions aren't coming up in the news; perhaps they're delayed

I hope that I don't become abandoned in this life or anything of that nature. Thanks for listening, by the way.

WHAT THE FUCK?! I just removed, got rid of, my Amazon Prime today, and those bastards still be charging me! Sorry...

Remember the words, "political controversy"?

I was going to make a joke about alcoholics that I seen in an abandoned mental asylum, but that's not going right...

Sometimes, you just wish that the quark star would come back and moderate the weather! Tornado with snow

One of the camera brands like Nikon or Sony should come out with an f/0.6 lens soon. I want to take my Astro video & photo to whole new levels, and take use of it's full potential. I'm still waiting by the way)

Fuck! There's another misfortune coming my way, fuck it I knew it might happen, but now I'm almost sure; once again, I can predict things that are to happen in the news and in various areas of the world, but I'm helpless when it comes to my life...I feel hopeless not knowing when these unlucky times will happen. I'm afraid that the final problem of my life will be destructive nd come with no warning, really I think that there's something horrible that I left behind that I wasn't aware of before, and it's going to ruin my whole, entire life. Why the fuck do we live in such misery, I thought that I had my life settled?

Let that music out already (please); take me to another realm with the music of yours

I wish my health news would come true. Well, look, it did: https://www.msn.com/en-us/health/health-news/at-71-shes-never-felt-pain-or-anxiety-now-scientists-know-why/ar-BBVlpnB?ocid=spartanntp

My god, why do you allow stuff to keep happening to me? Why is it that you allow things to always go wrong, and everything that I keep trying to do perfectly to be off? Even stuff that unexpectedly happens to me in life is off, and it's always a pileup effect. it keeps leading to more and more problem, eventually my entire life gets fucked up.I can't do like this. I mean, it makes me wish that god could stop everything from happening. I know that's not a good thing, but what can I do, if everything is ruining my life? I keep thinking about life in general, and how it's been seemingly been perfect for all of these years, and... fucking stuff keeps happening, I keep feeling it in my mind and then it has to happen for real, WTF?!

I'm sorry but it's just too much for me, it's depressing me and keeping me from staying in a healthy state of mind. YouTube isn't worth my health,

Dam YouTube, you've been allowing these live streams, and now you fucking piles of fucking shit are nothing but pieces of garbage. SOBs keep letting all of these videos come onto YouTube, fuck my life for goodness sake, it doesn't seem like it to you because it doesn't ruin my life yet... it does. Besides, even if they were that great or what I expected, then I would've missed like 100% of them, based on the rate at which they were coming in. I HATE missing out on stuff, but they keep uploading the whole fucking, I don't even know, after we know it everything is put on Youtube

Oh man, everything was going fine for me today. Anyway so the thing that really got to me was when I started watching today's live video, at the end of which a guy was chugging some type of alcohol. God help me. I'm now officially depressed, and feel like I might hurt myself. Of course someone donated to the channel, WTF?! But what's worst about all of this is that I knew, or at least had a feeling, that the guy or someone was going to donate money, a moment b4 it happened, & wasn't able to do anything about it. Again...WTF?! Fuck this s

Man, my PC should quit changing my language by itself and changing my text to Polish words, and fucking up my punctuation. It’s been making me nothing but miserable, makes me look like an idiot who doesn’t type well, and, you know, i keep having this issue and if not resolved will definitely cost me a lot as I don’t notice until afterwards that the punctuation and spelling is wrong.

Why am I such a mess?! Why is everything must go wrong with me? I’ve been feeling lately like crying constantly...I keep getting onto Hulu to cancel my account but as usual, instead they offer me more expensive stuff. Why is this shit happening too? I keep doing wrong with every life decision, only to find out that the wrongs are actually much worse than i initially knew them as. Fuck, what is this place, is this even Earth that I’m on? I got serious problems that make me want to die

I had already cancelled Hulu and other services, a long Time ago, and yet they still charge me for the fucking...fucking pieces of shit. No surprise then, that i been feeling so many negative ways

My dream the past night was that the outside weather (temperature) would stay at or above 90 degrees for well over a week, starting in April and also May will become incredibly warm.

We all take the normal explanation for granted: we have an obsession with light, and an aversion to the dark. But when we explore deep into the details, when we start to explore via experience alone, we uncover what is virtually a parallel world, one in which we look for the light in the darkness, but at one time or another realize that we are obsessed with light, that beyond just needing it, have an innate desire that goes beyond human understanding. Because when one reaches that state in which one can appreciate the darkness, and survive within it's realm, he or she will enjoy it, and when seeing any light, will become obsessed. Light is entrancing in a way, but ultimately, we don't require, it's not necessarily needed for our survival as much as we might think it is.

That is when my mind strays and does inexplicable stuff like predicting the future, I never realize it that in the end we're always on the same road. Take what you want, and what you need, come as you go, come as you please.

Why do the weather channel have to do stuff; where's the fire, I mean, they are playing tango with death if they keep doing like they do. They wouldn't even let me be on weather.com without me hurrying the fuck up https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/weather-channel-sued-for-dollar125m-over-deaths-of-texas-man-killed-in-horrific-crash-with-storm-chasers/ar-BBVi6pc?ocid=spartanntp

This year, I will be planning a new trip, to an area with incredibly low light pollution. I plan on taking two of my cameras, one fitted with a high speed, lowlight lens. The two cameras will be able to capture the starry night from different angles to capture photos literally all night, of at least two different regions of the night sky! I feel excited about this one!

Why does everything have to be happening now?

I must venture out and observe the world to gather evidence and more information...

Guys, I actually hate to say this, but... while I'm trying to make predictions on this blog, I feel bad stuff coming and time seems to be literally distorting, causing my predictions to start becoming wrong or delayed. Let's hope it doesn't happen though. You can call me crazy, but I predict that a door to another realm will be opened soon, I'm not saying whether or not it will be a real doorway to another dimension, just saying that I think it'll be the news, maybe this week but probably not. I have to compensate for any delays in my prediction-making by the way as well as any delayed predictions, that is, shit happening far later than I had expected. I will be able to write about events in great detail, just give it some time, please?

Just as I had predicted this week, a major report concerning our environment: the link is here: https://www.sciencealert.com/coal-plants-are-emitting-more-than-ever-and-we-are-headed-for-disaster

Also, new music likely by Taylor Swift, Billie Eilish, as well as lots of quantum mechanics news as we move ever deeper into this week. I think that a new report about health will be released.

I feel that much or all of this could just be in your mind, the weather, the climate, even unexplained events and will respond to your own thoughts and/or emotions. For example, your mind already knows everything, it's all being planned out by the mind, you're creating all of this shit

I'm

"I have many risks that come up every week and make me incredibly stressed and concerned; But a vast body water, which is exactly what I was once afraid of, is exactly the place where my fears and worries will end up. The same worries that are both deadly by cause of itself, will end up as parcels on the vast sea, where fear is destroyed by vastness itself."

I could see pieces of stick shapes growing out of weird shapes, growing so far as to enter another dimension, the 4th dimension, where time could stand still and/or warp in various ways, then the stick started distorting and slowly swirling shapes became evident out of the weird shapes. Know what I mean?

I want to present you! Guess what?! The plan's to predict UFOs by detail of time and place, as well as description when applicable!!!! When I have the time, will monitor the skies for the signs, hopefully being able to take thousands of long exposures each night, of course, if it's a night that's devoid of much clouds.

I went outside on Thursday morning, at about 12am, to view the night sky, and get many photos. I took at least about 100, and one of them, which was the one taken at the lowest ISO setting, captured something really interesting: two objects, each of which moved incredibly slowly. Take a look, it is Best to view the Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmUWZWi1Z8M he began again

A meteor, just as I had predicted a few days ago: https://weather.com/news/trending/video/watch-incredible-fireball-streak-across-sky-in-brazil

I don't want to ever interrupt the plan, the one set by the one in control of all of us; I'm honest. I feel like taking some medicine to heal myself but I can't

Guys, please, I'm serious; I will die soon, I'm not into dying just want to let you know that my heart's racing and I feel as though a heart attack or something of that nature will occur to me. Please HELP! I stopped thinking about everything, and trying to think about myself, for my own good.

I don't want this, really, please read my previous postd

The venom's starting to sting me all over. Venom, because it's not a substance in this case, but a feeling of mine. I feel like someone's in control of everything and that I'm going down. I got a feeling, it's like venom in me, telling me that "someone's going to kill you" and that I need to do something about it. Fuck this is sad. This right here, I don't know what to do...

Let me be serious. Since I got up today, and all of today have been feeling like someone's out to kill me. Also have a feeling that all of my premonitions have been compromised by an Unseen force; I'm serious, an force. I'm not joking in any way, I have genuinely felt this way, that I'm in bad company and having bad luck today. I ask you, to please do everything that you can to help me out, because this can't end well. Previously, about a couple of weeks ago, I started dreaming of someone out to kill me; this is serious stuff by the way, and I take it so accordingly. I can't let myself suffer or become a victim. Someone has to stand up, and "I will help this person", act accordingly. I have to feel a sense of peace no matter what happens to me, even if the worst is to come for me, because even though the worst might happen, I can at least feel settled . People will get furious at me, literally. People will reject me, my name, and all that I have been t

https://soundcloud.com/thump/scott-hardware-he-began-again ; Honestly don't know what the music's trying to tell me, but it transports me somewhere wonderful

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/venezuela-crisis-russian-military-planes-land-near-caracas/ar-BBVbaCt?ocid=spartanntp I predict the alliance will not last long and things will get complicated with Venezuela & America

I've been sick of Google's blogger website going down; I can't do like this, but on the other side, there's a benefit to the problem even though it's one of the reasons why I can't sleep tonight

It's funny predicting things, then stuff has to come your way in your own life that you couldn't predict for fuck's sake, no matter how much fucking difficulty you've overcome.

Please stop worrying over me and all that I do. I realized a life truth that's been reversing my life, starting from happy and good, and ending in indescribable. Please understand it, I still want you to see my videos. Forgot my whole life, it seems. I can predict some stuff, but when it comes to my own life, I'm not able to predict anything at all it seems. It seems as though all of us are on the path to literally nowhere, it doesn't end.

Something horrible is happening to me at the moment; please be patient, I plan on uploading a YouTube video, my channel MacM545 Update: It's Fractalbuilder !

Today I want to announce a new prediction system for weather; I am to write the exact dates of major storms that are to come looking into the future, particularly (especially) with emphasis on the United States, with the most focus being on the Eastern seaboard and occasionally on the south Nebraska and Kansas, before I expand the range into all of the tornado alleys; once I'm successful, will move on to predicting wat else

Ever hear about the cruise ship caught in weather conditions today? Keep in mind, that was in Norway. Oh, and remember the "meteor" seen over Los Angles in SoCal this week? Yup. Got that covered before it even happened, just didn't get the details. Just take a look:

"I look at multiple points that I see, each one hypnotizing me; Multiple places and times, dots appear, causing me to gaze at one very specific place for long time, and it causes time to be warped, and I can see that by doing so, one doesn't need drugs. Call it mental disease, but when staring at one point while my mind's frequencies are ideally tuned, until time either warps or stops altogether, I find peace a

Update: I've been listening to Lorde, as well as Tove Lo's "Stay High", but also Daya, Taylor Swift, sometimes even Ariana Grande. Otherwise, I would listen to Onerepublic, and some others I don't remember. I've also been watching Dark5 on YouTube in addition to a video about Creepy Pasta and 4Chan mysteries- the latter of which I wasn't aware of before. I think that it's time for me to write some more, specifically about u explained stuff and creepy pastas, but I want to differentiate between what's real and what isn't. Also, there is still open the idea of something...a Creepypasta that isn't real...yet. That's right, how about I write a story that's freaky but eventually happens? But seriously, that probably wouldn't be a good idea since the idea itself is well; suspicious. No, let's do something else for the time being; those were three ideas that sound great, however, I'd like to suggest the fact that those were onl

This post will be dedicated to information coming from the future*

After so much stress, anxiety, and other stuff, I've been feeling extremely bad. I hope that if I come back to health, that there will be (that I will have) some kind of Creepy Pasta idea in mind to write about...

Evidence Let me do some research into this, and see if it's worth finding about:

It wasn’t until about 7 PM today that I knew that today wasn’t thursday but Friday. My thoughts are really jumbled and I’m not well

Very boring days ahead for me, and probably in the world. Just want to get some notes down about what the future might hołd. I want to write my thoughts, which are very alikened the synonymous sometimes with the future.

I'm serious; end this shit. It's not about Momo or anything. Each day, the way I get treated, the way my fate is unfolding, I helplessly wait, and it's not better than waiting to be killed. I can feel bad things coming my way in the future, and good shit will distract everyone from the bad stuff. I just feel like crying, in disbelief of it all. I cry whenever I hear good music, because I can't get happy from it anymore. I don't get happy from anything anymore. I know, you might think depression, but no, I'm not depressed; I feel like I'm going to get killed. I hate the fact that paranoia has become real. I feel good when my blood pressure increases, but I never knew that life could be so powerful to ruin people, to ruin everything; Wish I could be there for you...

The day and night became the same length, or duration, on the 20th of March 20th, 2019. FUCK; it was too early already, too much shit happened too quickly, but then again I'm fucked anyways, fucking bad shit happening to me all day, every day...

Seriously, let me eventually make a YouTube video in which I tell about something in detail that didn't actually happen yet, while mentioning exact second of start and stop time as well as exact location, then soon after (ASAP), take the information and have a specific event happen where everything matches what I said, including: the colors, sounds, smells, sizes, etc. It's not about me doing it, or having someone do it for me, I don't need that, I need to finally make an accurate prediction where everything that has been said matches what will occur in the future. I can't fucking do anything like that, but I need it to pan out! Enough of these basic and abstract thoughts that lead to events in the future (premonitions) that seem like Gobbledygook to me. Thanks, done. Good. End.

I feel paralyzed and unpleasant because of how my head has been feeling

https://reallybloggy.blogspot.com/2019/03/my-future-vision-of-this-week.html is the piece of evidence... This is the event: https://news.yahoo.com/ocasio-cortez-fires-back-at-fox-news-over-latina-thing-segment-140426925.html Also, see here:

Guess what? Wait- what the fuck is happening in Hollywood? I thought for a second that I'd predicted a meteor landing, and was surprised (albeit for a moment) to hear about a tweet that was reported the day after I wrote about a possible meteor in more than one of my posts that might fall this week. The tweet was reportedly about a meteor over Los Angeles, making people think that it was going to be a real-life "deep impact". I feel very sad that I don't have any YouTube vids of me making the prediction, because then it would become credible, because the date could be verified but anyway, yes that's pretty neat I suppose. All of my posts will literally become garbage in April, and as a result, I won't have credibility associated with my posts. It's been a very long time since a meteor has been sighted, in fact it's been such a while that I tried to predict one. I also wrote about a controversy that would be skewed, or distorted, by CNBC; let's wait

I don’t get why, but this week’s wrong in every way possible. I can’t get my thoughts straight, constant nagging by others, constant arguments against me, I can’t do it. It doesn’t help that I’m not well. Sometimes I wish things would end; it would be Best. My head has been hurting, I’ve had too much stress when i realized all of the bad luck that no one seems to believe. I have been doing things and had to be extremely careful, for if i didn’t do perfectly, I’d get bad things to happen. Why does a simple thing done slightly differently result in major consequences? If i move my hand slightly, or if i accidentally use the wrong letter when saying a word, everything then seems to dissolve, that is, all of my luck. I can’t stress enough the fact that it’s a truth, and people don’t believe this. resstuff

I want to predict future events, but I've been experiencing so many problems in recent days, that I can't do much in terms of controlling my thoughts, and everything is, literally, messed up in my life. I am also too influenced by medicine, either that or depression, to write much, and if I think too much at a time, I'll probably start writing nonsense so let's keep it at a minimum for now, news is going to be quiet this week. It's not until sometime the following week that events really start piling up. Please.

If something controversial happens this week, it will be a reporter on CNBC who will distort the controversy and people will receive a message that’ll be opposite of the original. A UFO or meteor sighting before the end of the week, and by the end of next week, due by (before) April 1, Norway will be in the news, and no, not on April Fool days. I think that a lot of stuff will happen in the news by April 1, that I'm not mentioning though, I just can't comment on everything while I'm doing something else, thank you for understanding me

The stuff that I watch on my devices never leads to good, it only destroys my life; There's a lot of interesting stuff on internet and TV, but the problem is that it never means anything after I watch it. it's not like it happens with every device, just the ones I currently have. It's just like I'm crazy, but instead I'm not. I feel bad, and until something makes me feel good, life doesn't mean anything . It'

The only thing I want is not the necessities. I actually want to destroy my devices, I hate using them. They make me feel bad but most importantly I wish that they'd be destroyed and I could use only new devices at a new place, maybe make sure that everything's different this time. It might sound strange, I have experienced only bad stuff from my computer and TV, every time I'd use them, I'd get some bad luck afterwards

I have a vision of this week, most likely on Thursday: "The truth about happens on Thursday, March 21, 2019, will be unveiled to the world news, and the news will report on it using a negative connotation. Violence will ensue Friday night, exactly two days after the start of astronomical spring. And the first day of the season, the 20th of March, a strange occurrence in the United States, and a controversy. But out of all that's been on my mind, it's a vision that is most surprising...one that describes something, a dark but quick moving object, descending down to Earth" It's that time of year, again, when strange stuff starts to happen, and I honestly wish that it didn't, that instead more peaceful stuff could happen. I'm not one to say stuff with certainty each time, though, I'm just gathering data, either that or using intuition

Iran, Syria, Iraq, & United States in the news again. This time, there won't be bullshit in the news. A meteor will fall tomorrow somewhere in the world, and it will supposedly

I know it's late but nothing's happening in the world, no news. I need information! The world seems so still, relatively speaking it's silent and I must gather as much information as possible in the meantime

Evidence suggests that the Facebook video might actually be evidence for this theory, let's see if I'll be able to retrieve the freaking video so it doesn't require you, The reader to investigate on Facebook. Stay tuned, if this doesn't make sense

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Lottery luck or misfortune?; The "AutoFill" machine kept running, for some reason dishing out the numbers, "51" over and over; I tried to retrieve all numbers, but the one number that keeps appearing in my mind is "51" . I wanted to know what numbers will win the resulting ticket, but my mind simply stops at "51", I keep seeing it everywhere I think. Wish for some good luck hopefully

I have a thought today: "People can't accomplish anything, there's nothing that a hundred or more can ever do. People can only imagine, or think" Whatever it means, I can't comment on it currently because today's afternoon= my busy day

I want to know what will happen, no specific date or time in mind, could be today or some other time... I want some information to come to me, hopefully I can predict something today

I want to see another video of a meteor exploding above Earth! Maybe it'll happen soon, but where?!

I honestly aren't sure why I'm here in this world in the first place

Some experiences, such as fully understanding quantum physics or physics in general or the universe or discovering the full potential of the mind and using it to your advantage, are like learning to obtain a sense that you didn't know about. For example, going from an individual who obtains average amount of knowledge, to someone who knows everything about physics, is literally like going from someone who was deaf, and now can hear...although, admittedly, the religious folks will probably argue that it's not true, because "Only god can make you gain/regain any of the five senses", if you know what I mean. Why, interestingly though, I have seen evidence for a simulated universe. (is that ever going to become possible?)

I was paranoid, or at least I thought until I noticed that the problem was far greater, because I really was being talked about...phone calls made out about me, internet searches/observations about what I've been as a person suggest also that my paranoia isn't a disorder

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCGg543DZNQ

I keep trying to know what the future has in store for us, and every Time that I predict something perfectly, a long, Dark, and empty time starts to develop. Sometimes, I might be able to predict news events, but to my dismay and disappointment, cannot predict events that happen to myself, and these events are unbelievable, but ruin my life quite often. If one word is said wrong, or if the wrong word is chosen, i get mistreated and all blame fall on me. For quite some Time, I’ve felt something impending coming my way. And each Time i find an exit plan, my situations only become amplified and cause my head to feel unpleasant and i want to lie down. I almost feel sick. I want to literally stop and stare at one point for an indefinite time, and while i want to look away, Just the mere feeling of looking away gives me anxiety. sometimes, neither life nor death seems like an acceptable state for me to be in. I forget the reason for why I’m Herę in the first place, it doesn’t even matter, th

I keep staring into a Void because the future looks like one, and i keep seeing empty Time

I’ve been looking at the clouds, trying to find information, but as they change very slowly and gradually, i can’t seem to find what I need. I keep observing the shifting weather for answers to something, but they aren’t giving me anything...

It might be the start of a new week, I do think that it's not a good day today; I haven't slept all night, knowing what it's going to be, what might happen to me and what might happen in general

On the 18th of March, 2018, we might know quite literally everything. I think that it'll most likely be on the news in the morning. Look guys, my batteries dying and I can't write more about it this weekend but maybe Monday morning

I honestly can’t watch any of the computers or TVs in my house, I can’t even see them, because if I do, I get nightmares and bad luck

Many people, they all want the slow motion Devices, the millions of apps, the terabytes, the instagram fame, the foreign influence, the wealth, friend count, luck, etc. They all want games and movies to be perfect, to be thought of as underprivileged while thinking about their next LAvish vacation, as well as which OLED phone to purchase. perhaps some might want gold plated menus, getting tipsy and kinky, some might want to blow their time in life away and get that attitude...you know what i mean, true?

I never gave much thought into the fact that I’m single, or that I’m SIGNAL

How’s it possible to feel as nervous as I’ve been lately? It’s like my nervous state gest amplified by simple things, such as wrting a word or saying something wrong. I’ve been living in a constant state of fear, where the fear is not only Real, but also, the stuff causing the fear is Real Unbelievable...

I have somewhat of a nostalgic feeling about Zenit. Anyways, since Zenit released their new lens for Sony Full Frame cameras, I got really interested; yes, I already own an expensive camera that's not a Sony, but the lens design is what really caught my interest, and has made me consider switching to Sony Full Frame; perhaps it is the lenses that are being put out there that will sway the decision for my next camera choice, not the camera's design features, which would include stuff such as ergonomics, menu systems, or sensor type. The new lens has a focal length of 50mm, perfect for many uses, maybe even most uses, when paired with a Full Frame cameras, but most importantly, a maximum aperture of...f0.95!!! That's not ultra fast, but it's still very fast, and at 50mm, that really shows. The good thing about the lens is that, most likely, the optimal sharpness that can be achieved could be achieved before I were to step down much; for instance, on my Mitakon 50/1.2 lens

I was so frustrated Thursday evening, and also disappointed; I even fell into despair, as I wanted to get outside and take a photo of the incredible sky in the East, as the clouds were moving North quickly; I couldn't, because someone was standing in front of me (and no, it wasn't an Unseen entity!). Anyways, the moral of the story is essentially that I missed out on an incredible opportunity, as I hadn't seen such mesmerizing sky "scenery" as I did that afternoon, for about seven or eight years! It made me feel literally traumatized. Anyways, apart from that, the clouds that I'd seen would later produce tornadoes in Shiawassee County, one even being an EF2. Early and Mid March are rare times for strong tornadoes to form in Michigan, this time the tornadoes altogether destroyed or damaged at least 70 homes, about 30 to 35 miles ENE of Lansing. Apparently, no one was seriously injured, which is good in my opinion. I understand that being traumatized at missing

Sometimes, I see stuff in my mind, ideas and coincidences before they happen

No one speaks to me, and I don't respond at all to the world. Then, I think to myself, "where do we go from here", and at the same moment, have an emotion that tells me: "This is the beginning of the universe, the beginning of every event to ever happen". Have you ever wondered, "where did we all originate?" or, perhaps something more like, "what is the meaning to life?". Well, every moment in passing time, ever place, is the beginning, and you just need to restart everywhere, every time, in the sense that a renewal takes place constantly, everywhere.

What if while some other country was developing molecular printing technology, aliens could distract the United States from it and United states wasn't able to make the technology, but weather warfare could be used against the country, and weather warfare could be the enemy of advanced printing to develop advanced weapons, to see which tactic would work best.

And it was said, "The reptilian/Russian hybrids will be created, a species born of extreme cold, with that of a species born of tropical warmth-a climate so hot that the likes of which has never been seen on Earth. They will try to bring about tornadoes to mainland North America, Germany, and perhaps even Muslim countries. Next, as Muslims successfully steal advanced technology of 3d printers that can become ever closer to being able to print at a subatomic scale, a new era will emerge at which weather warfare will be used against people with advanced, quantum technology; the act of molecular printing as it relates to combat/warfare will be tested against weather warfare, on large scales, as well as microscopic scales!" This is a quote derived from: imagination. Don't worry, it's not meant to be taken seriously, well at least not necessarily.

If one can create 3d holograms with regular lasers and mirrors in their own home, then how about taking it up a notch and using lasers that can emit X-rays or some other exotic form of light to be made to penetrate material and do who knows what else? Just take a look at this: https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=laser+hologram

My idea was to create something, perhaps an organism, but it could also be something totally different, such as a craft, which could be made solely out of entangled particles, such that all particles in the craft would behave the same as each other, and then "connect", or make the entire system be able to communicate instantaneously with another craft, so that whatever is occurring to one of the craft, occurs to the other one. Keep in mind, that an object made solely out of subatomic particles would likely be extremely difficult to accomplish; I mean, imagine having a 3d printer or a machine that can make an object one particle at a time; in order to be efficient in a timely manner, it would probably have to be moving at least at a significant fraction of the speed of light, and perhaps far quicker. The problem associated with such manufacturing would be vibration, perhaps the worst enemy of all problems for this type of machine; even a subatomic movement can result in imperf

What is happening? I've finally figured it out; I have something that resembles a strange form of anxiety, but it's been very intense and has come about only when I start to get really cold, and the longer that I'm cold, the more powerful the anxiety and despair gets; it goes beyond simply desperation to be with someone I love, someone who I don't even know, who could be hundreds or thousands of miles away. Does anyone else have any idea about what my problem is?! At the time I was getting cold outside, I could first feel some strange feelings, initially they were very abstract (general) residual but nonetheless had lots of power to them somehow; I know that it's a strange situation to be in, but is what I've been feeling like is that someone out there's calling me, and the closer I get to actually getting sick from the cold, the more convincing and real the emotion becomes. There have even been times when I was just about convinced that I should be risking

Scenario: Say that you're watching a display, either PC, smartphone, or TV; as you're researching how to become more creative using merely your own imagination, The Dover Demon appears, filling up the display, and starts singing about how cold and warm fronts like to make love. Next, strange stuff happens. Dover Demon takes all of your imagination and steals it! But jokes aside, I'm not saying that demons are/aren't real, but I think that it is, essentially, a demon, that takes all of the imagination away from me during the day, and precariously transmits it into my mind, late at night; relax, this is just an analogy, but it's true nonetheless.