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Creative animation and video

I have wanted for a long time, to make HDR and focus stacked time lapses, as well as stop-motion HDR+Focus stacked (All-in-one) animations using photos!!!

Truth about perfection in photography

In photography, generally only the small stuff is to be improved. For example, color correction, contrast, white balance, noise, and distortion: each needs to generally be at least slightly improved upon. Small improvements, but a large number of them, each of which are mostly unnoticed by the casual, inexperienced, viewer. And to make perfection, the ideal software needs to be used, or the one that's almost, if not always, more expensive. Cheaper software might do the same job, but generally only to some point, after which not all of the information that comprises the photo is there anymore. On other words, with relatively cheap photography software, you can only go so far before you might preserve all perfection in a photo. One way in which this perfection can get lost is if the software starts to destructively edit a photo of yours. But initially what i had in mind regarding cheaper software is, that there is essentially damage done to the quality of the initial RAW input after
I have read that meteor shower should peak tonight, will need to get my camera ready tonight!!!

Philosophy is a great thing for me

Philosophy is so deep in my mind, that I can have a more creative mindset as a result, and I've discovered aspects of our world that are literally unexplainable, except by philosophy, & pretty much indescribable

The analogy to prove that nothing matters, and everything is worthless:

First, consider how scientists, for example physicists, have been trying to unravel the mysteries of the universe: By asking stuff such as, "why this?".  And so they've been trying to dig ever deeper, to find the smallest aspects of reality. One example is when atoms were found (but then even smaller particles were found). And so if we can't logically find the smallest aspects by our own understanding, then does anything actually matter? No, because since we haven't truly gotten the smallest of answers, there's still the persistent "why?" of everything. Ask a "why?" type of question about everything, then ask "why?" again, and you could keep going with a seemingly endless string of why's: see what I'm trying to say?

What about you?

We mustn't forget, that while we might strive to make life better for future generations, everything will end some day, and so don't worry about it too much. Worrying about things in the future, and caring to make the future better, is mostly a lost cause, since it is this better future that will end. For example, for we might strive to make circumstances on this world better, because for some reason we we've probably been thinking that it is the world that will go on without a time limit, but that is simply not true. At least that's what I've been thinking...what about you?

Walking from New York to LA

...stay tuned for updates
I remember the year of 2019, the year of paranormal videos!

Some stuff that I like!

I like it, at least to some extent, when information from various fields, topics, and/or subjects can come together and intermingle together, mish-mashing into a strange mixture of unknown proportions. You know, when at least two fields which initially seem to be totally independent of each other, and totally irrelevant to each other, start to collide and new feelings can then become accomplished!!!

Some information of our world is beyond me!

Based on my experience as it has to do with life, I have rarely ever experienced the correct information coming to me: sure, many things have been correct as was said and written, but emotionally speaking, have I ever received the correct information? I mean, once in a while, I might feel exceptionally, inspiringly great in ways which I don't know how to describe, and those emotions that are generated, are what I have been considering as correct sensory information: the world is extremely rich, but because of our poor understanding of how to read much of it to ensure that we feel our best, is beyond me!

Canadian suspects: suspicious?

For some reason, the Canadian suspects were in the news recently, wanted for the murder of a Botany professor as well as American tourist and Australian boyfriend. Seems that they are most likely connected to the Dark Web, I'm not sure why though, but I have been having a suspicious feeling about all of it.

What has happened to everyone?!

Man, so much people here and about look like they're from none of the known nations of the world: their facial features seem to all come from an alternative reality, one in which evolution takes a different path, making them look different from Caucasians, blacks, Hispanics, Asians, natives, etc. It's bizarre, but no one cares about what I have to say it seems.

I want something successful to happen in my life, but it's like I'm being destroyed!

When something doesn't work out for about ten minutes or so, or if I have to wait for something that long, ten minutes (or so), it seems that the entire world is collapsing on me. Often, I despise life-even if it's thinking about it: after all, something's been telling me to be: nonreligious, insane, violent, lazy, etc. And additionally, I have extreme allergies, acne, I have a relentless urge to take risks, and a near constant feeling of dread-partly having to do with my daily nightmares. I want something successful to happen in my life! Everything that makes people and society angry, everything that goes against it, pertains to me, and I've often been seeking isolation, silence, alternative ways of thinking, sugar-free diets, etc. For example, in a society that's extraverted, I seek introversion; where almost everyone has been seeking perfection, I'd be failing at almost every step. I disagree with so many people's opinions. It's almost as if "som
To say, or think, that Schizophrenia is merely something of the mind, is a delusion in and of itself. I've been highly doubting that there isn't another realm out there, you just need to use your imagination.

~Sometimes, you might need a situation or someone, to change your perspective, how to view your own life~

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Here's a photo to describe myself:  I wish that I came from another realm of reality, but at the same time, people have been thinking that I'm the most disturbing bastard that there is.
Back in California, I could purchase food products with Hemp in them, but now that I'm in Michigan, I don't find them!
I have been thinking of an imaginary place where it's cool and cold like the Arctic, but where the sun shines just as bright, if not brighter, than over the equator. Where staying still is warm, by warmth by the sun, and moving makes you cool; Then why won't anyone take me higher?!
Sometimes people want and/or need something that can give themselves a new perspective on life!!!
Sometimes people feel good; I feel like I'm missing out!

And so it begins again...I don't know which ideologies or philosophies to commit to!!!

I'm left to wonder, why... why I don't know if I want to be a capitalist or communist, why I don't know if I want to be religious or occult, why I don't know where I want to live (whether which climate to live in). I don't know if I want to be a fighter or be calm and collected. I'm lost in these regards. But, I think that it's better that I be stuck in this state of indecision and battle against becoming part of either extreme; for there is much to learn from this state, and it feels just right!!! There are aspects upon aspects of this life of ours here on Earth that need addressing, despite being controversial, but perhaps like me be honest: I'm an undecided, simple individual! Going out into public means being tugged from every side, whether it's from religious people, philosophical people, fascists, occultists, open minded people, as well as rational people...and people who are republican or democrat, and a constant battle ensues in my mind as a
All of this takes such a long time

I need the readers to help me with my life!

I'm lost in so much ways, without context? I'd like to find my way in life, because I don't know where it is, the what/why/how of all of this!!!

a troubled fact that i don’t even mention

I learned something troubling, and I don’t need this life, after knowing this !

Modify a GoPro for ghost hunting!

1. Get a Ribcage mod for the GoPro to be able to use interchangeable lenses 2. Find a Quartz lens, preferrably with a large aperture, and with a small filter thread 3. Get the GoPro modified to full spectrum 4. Experiment with various filters and/or light sources such as IR, UV, and dual spectrum (such as ZBW2)

I discovered something surprising

As you might be already aware of, I've been into researching how to create a full spectrum with great UV response. To do so, I did much research into each individual spectrum of light and how camera sensors respond to them. I've been wondering if I could use a GoPro to record UV video at night using onboard Full Spectrum LEDs (Yes, for paranormal research, but possibly other applications as well). During my research, I realized something surprising: there's a cheaper way to achieve photos or video of each individual spectrum of light at the same time, as well as each one at the same time. Instead of purchasing an Infrared filter (approximate price=$30), IR/UV Blocking Filter (Also known as Hot Mirror, can be found in most cameras, ones that aren't modified [cost=~$70]), one can, paradoxically, spend less by purchasing more filters and perhaps possibly get the same range of effects that might be identical: First of all, Try and find the diameter of your lens' filter

Dear readers,

I know that I'm not always caught up with everything, am often forgetful, and rarely if ever get things done on time, but don't let me go, I could also learn from you!!!

Update

I've tried to get into contact with some knowledgeable people on the internet, to learn more about my idea of going and doing paranormal research using a GoPro Hero 5!

What/Why I love Odesza

I've been loving Odesza music! Very uplifting and energetic! Some of the songs are a little more laid back, but don't sound any worse, because they got that perfect tune to them.

What would it be like if I was someone who was listened to?!

No one helps me realize what I want. What do I want? It'd be nice if my wishes came true: Not be talked to by teachers, professors, students, and family as though I'm a criminal. Not only this, but what it's like to satisfied by life, at least at the given time. I wanted to know what it's like to be not mistreated and ignored by people: I wanted to know what it could be like to be thrilled, but also to know that the world is changing without my input. I'd like it if people didn't do a shitty job behaving around me, and to me. Things would be better off in life, if this type of behavior by other people towards me, had a reason for it. But otherwise, my life is treated by most others, if not all, as a lost cause. And as a result, I'm surely convinced that my life is a lost cause; What would it be like if I was someone who was listened to?!
I always feel like doing something to stay occupied

Why HD doesn't always "equal" HD ($250 VS ~$4,000 cameras)

Back in the decision days, I thought that an HD camera that cost about $250 could also produce the same level of video as a $4,000 camera, simply because both video camera's specifications indicated a video resolution of 1080 pixels at their shortest length of pixels; I was quite wrong. It's not just resolution that makes a difference (think HD versus 4k). These days, there might be cameras that cost only a couple of hundred, or cameras that cost thousands, each of which can record 4k video, but that's about where the similarities end. You see, there's a lot of technical details that matter as well: sensor size (bigger is usually better), file format (DNG is generally considered as overall the best), Bitrate (a faster bitrate means the more information can be processed at once: 60mb/s versus 400 mb/s), as well as Codec (Think H.264 or H.265); Oh yeah, on top of that, there's also (I forgot the name for this specification) 4:2:1 versus 4:4:4~ the latter is lossless,

Update on GoPro for Paranormal investigation

After doing some looking on the internet, I  found some sellers of camera modifications as well as cameras that are supposed to be already modified. My best option is probably to purchase the GoPro Hero5 already modified to full spectrum.

The stupid stuff said by people

Have you ever heard people saying "OMG, IT'S 100 DEGREES!" or, "OMG, THE HEAT INDEX (what it feels like) IS AT LEAST 120 DEGREES!" The message I'd like to tell people is to calm down for the least, it's July for goodness sake! Even if it was like this every day of the month, I wouldn't want to worry, I have too much to worry about in life; it's not even that warm anyway.

The feelings created by music remind me of what life can be like

Sometimes on rare occasion, music can make me feel a sense of hope and feel as though I'm moving into the future, of which both of those feelings are only a sensory illusion. But it has been making me feel great, and that's what I want. One such example of such a song includes "One Day They'll Know"(ODESZA Remix)

Gopro or Sony Cybershot RX100 II for ghost hunting?

should i invest into a Gopro Hero 5 with superior video for $449 or get my Sony RX100 II with superior photo ability modified to full spectrum for about $250? The Sony doesn’t have a Quartz lens on it though, it’s a regular lens that probably blocks out much UV and even some IR. BUT, The Sony, unlike the GoPro, has manual focus. I just don’t know.

GoPro or Sony, maybe Fuji, to Full Spectrum?

I want to get one of my cameras modified in a way as to be able to see the "full" electromagnetic spectrum (Ultraviolet, Visible, +Infrared) and be able to get one of the UV-Pass filters and/or use a high power UV battery-powered lamp/light because that kind of situation is almost never seen on ghost shows or paranormal investigations. You know, when the camera afterwards becomes able to see a laser-like amount of light from a remote control (such as those used for TVs, Radio, etc.)* I want to be one of the rare few to use primarily reflected UV (not fluorescence) via a UV light source along with a UV-Pass filter in front of a camera that's been modified using specialized quartz optics and quartz glass in place of the Hot Mirror. I currently have a high-powered light that can almost be used for such a task (illuminating the darkness), except that the battery unit is enormous and very heavy! Now it's been time to gather some information from my research and see which c
Even without depression or anxiety, what we fail as people to realize, is that life exists on an invisible, thin line, which if we step out of, has killed us without our realization. My life is proof of that, but since you don't think it's true, will probably always deny such a notion. And still people have tried to ruin it all, despite life being so fragile

No one wants to find me anywhere

What do people still not know? Confused and dreadful is my life, just about all of the time. I have been forced to conceal my emotions, which are deadly, but at the same time, I don't want to arrive in an insane institution. I have been peered at by an occultist from about five feet away. No one, except maybe strangers, want to find me alive, and it's dreadful. I still await and it's a painful thing to endure. I don't know what this is all about. I hear the news nearly every day, but it never brings me any type of feeling. I know that I'm to go on a two week vacation this month, but it doesn't bring me any pleasure or solace. This entire existence of ours... It's all just matter, that never mattered to me.