Random events making my life horrible

Every time that anything happens in my life, whether it be my phone ringing or me putting on the wrong shirt, makes me feel like I don't even know what's happening to me because it feels so horrible. It's like feeling sudden and unknown pain and it's extreme to me. Because no single person thinks that I'm being honest though, my urge of taking all of society into a poor state is all so much greater and prevalent. Everyone think about me as crazy, and it's unjust to my well being. Why me?!