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I'm afraid that I might very likely die from hypothermia some time in my life, but I'll probably be cursing everyone who did me wrong...cursing, as in setting spells

2019 has the potential of becoming the best year very early on, despite all of the upcoming natural disasters of this month!

In 2018, americans were the smallest minority, about 10th in place, to view my blog, according to the pageviews stats. Many more people from Russia, more Germany, and several from Portugal have been reported!

I finally figured it out! What you should do for next year. The answer is, do stuff!

Where did Mr. Zozo go?! It was all fun and games, eh?! Dear Zozo, please return!!!

"We are all dead, we just don't know about it yet"; I can't wrap my head around this. Instead of my head wrapping around... Seriously though, I can't describe how much time I wasted against my own will, after hearing this said out loud. Spending time with the wrong people is downright indescribable, in a negative way.

I played a game that seemed to be in hybrid 2d/3d...2.5D?!

Stay tuned for me telling you about what I read, from the newest magazines of 2019! I feel like reading is a major waste of time for the most part. However, I got some gift cards to the bookstore, so I guess there's no turning back.

2019; I bet that if the new resolutions like 6k, 6k (resolution) clusters will probably get stuck together, green technology might get into a glitch somehow, Google might fail early on.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUGDIQK-9Pw

A great number or amount of people in our civilization are demoralizing, and downright punishing. I try not to think about it, even though I know for a fact that it's true. These kinds of people, most likely, never cease to stop existing on our dear world. But for once in a while, I can listen to delta waves/deep sleep music to put my mind at ease...

I feel like listening to sleep music, maybe because I might be alienated from a good state of mind. However, on the other hand, what might happen is that I might greet the upcoming new year's eve listening to deep sleep music and feel as the new year calmly passes by. Maybe even some light snowfall, silence, muted noises...see what I'm talking about? Something incredible!

Many people in this society would banish me, alienate me, punish me, etc. if they could. Yet I keep "dreaming" of something better.

After reading "What did Watts really mean?!", think deeply about what life means to you. Think also about what my writing might might mean to you; sometimes, some of us might compile a story in our minds without even realizing that it's more than a jumble of random bits of information. After that is completed, perhaps you might want to look for patterns within the story...you see?

"If a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it, did it actually happen? If a universe is to exist but no one is conscious to experience it, did it ever really exist? That is what Watts means when he says "black implies white, self implies other, life implies death." The material existence, implies the immaterial consciousness. For a universe to exist, it needs someone to exist within it. Likewise, for someone to exist it needs a universe to exist within. We as conscious creatures are fundamental to the nature of reality. If there was a god of this reality, he would want to play a game of pretending he wasn't god. He would choose to have a dream in which he has forgotten that he is dreaming. If you were god, you would actually choose to live the life that you are currently living. One life that exists within the infinite multiplicity of possible lives there are to live. You chose to live as though you were living for the first time, each time; and to l...

Something bad and at the same time, really strange, has happened in and near Indonesia... strange "light" in the sky, major quake, and flooding

In 2019, be with you from dusk till dawn. January 1 be dusk, December 31 be dawn!

A very perplexing scientific discovery for today, about quantum mechanics! (I think)

I'm tired; I've been sleeping so well tonight though! I feel like writing constantly. I can't help but keep thinking. It's been really dark outside and the nights still very long here. I've felt like I was listening to music even though at the time, I wasn't. The merchandise needed to enjoy perpetual darkness is so expensive. I want to go somewhere far away. Anyhow, trying to essentially connect the serotonin molecules so that I can function properly. Still don't know 100% what I'm doing in this world at the moment. I'm afraid of what's outside. I know that life's uncertain, and we could all die or get killed at just about any moment. And in the meantime, we haven't gotten even with those who have done us wrongdoings; this is sad. I hate it when people do me wrong because then I get the urge to do demoralizing things in my life. And immorality is something that goes rather against spiritualism; that's sad. So when the time comes, I ca...

I'm afraid of many things, whether it be the open water or space. But perhaps my greatest fear is that I will be bored. Or, perhaps it is the possibility that if something painful might happen in life, there might not be the fear of the unknown to supplement it. I like to think that fear is real, because if I'm in great pain, then fear can be a relief, especially if it's the greatest fear, the fear of the unknown. Dark reality is equivalent to pain in normal circumstances, but for pain, I like to be scared so much that my pain might go away. Some of us might believe in demons, or possession, or UFOs, or the paranormal in general; and I think that I've begun to see why these kinds of thoughts might be necessary. I, for one, would be terrified if I saw an extraterrestrial UFO or was in the midst of an unseen entity; however, mind you, it is such a state of reality that can put us into such a state of mind, that physical pain can mix with emotional pain or fear, and one ca...

This reality sure is terrifying. I mean, how about the world which we never notice, the potential for a horrible world. I hope it all goes as we want, but I've been wondering just how it is that we can realize such a thing and live on? We must not want to be mentally attached to this world, for at the moment, we might be only living to witness what's pleasant, but the potential for what might be to come is all too overwhelming for the mind to even comprehend! Everything seems to have a dark side to it, and well, yeah. That's something that I've been worried and concerned about.

It's a terrifying universe that we reside in, is it not?! What about the things which we perhaps never think about or consider, such as the painful side of reality. You know, like stinging flies, fire, toxins, sharp objects, etc. This world that we live in is terrible and terrifying at the same time!

Alcohol tastes like "nah". Makes you feel different, and worst of all, has a FREEZING point of... let's just think about it this way: I wouldn't want that shit poured on me when it's still a liquid and it's as cold as Mars! Great grief, the universe is a terrifying place to be!

"For the first time in my life, I've been feeling lonely. My own biological system wants to break down, from all of the misery." Make concessions and stock up on life supplies! For the many things that I do in life, rarely is it ever true that I do any of them correctly or with much thought; but I have learned because of this process.

I knew that it wasn't going to be good. I got unfriended by several people anyways. It's just a typical day in my life... but also, I think something bad might very likely happen today in the news

I recently wondered about effects and or phenomena that can be localized to the quantum level. But what if there was paranormal involved at the quantum level? I've recently read science books extensively, specifically about physics and quantum mechanics. This is really something, isn't it? Also, there's a new movie called Demon House; at the time of writing, I listened to Zak of Ghost Adventures. I didn't know that he was going to go live right when...

I wonder: what would be like if I knew what I was doing?

I got a Playstation 4! My plan is to go to camera mall On December 31, for my birthday! Should be a fun time from now on, I hope. I want to get Battlefield V.

What if instead of the polar vortex, there could be a swirling vortex centered over the Poles, where air from all sides could meet?!

A major, unprecedented storm system brought on by an unusually powerful cold front is likely to impact that midwest right around the 25th of March, 2019. After a colder-than-average winter, the unusual warmth starting right around the 21st of March, but disrupted briefly by the cold front coming from the Arctic.

Something's going to have to happen, and I don't know what it's going to be

I think that right around the 29th of December, a major controversial topic might spread across the various platforms of social media, and it will continue in January and might involve scientific debate about religion and if true, make us question much of what we know or believe in. Next, I think that the amount of natural disasters might rise, starting January 1, including earthquakes. In January, there's a chance at a major severe storm outbreak in the Southern US; major tornadoes unlikely, but many short-lived. Let's follow these events closely to determine if they will in fact happen. Also, a link to this Youtube video @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8e3-DFqYsC0. More predictions will probably be made quite soon!

Yesterday, the 23rd of December, I looked at what was a random photo online of people sledding, in what was an article about the past, particularly about the 25th of December being snowy in various US regions. That's when it came to me: Deep down inside, I've been having an incredibly powerful fear. I probably haven't fully realized this before! It felt like being in a nightmare, literally! I'm not sure that this is sane, but it definitely should indicate the fact that something's wrong, not necessarily with my mind, but with life or something. Related to this fear, I'm also terrified of some celebrities, and I'm clueless as to why. It's exactly as though I were to have lived a past life, one that was traumatic, and that has been haunting me. This is incredible...in a bad way! I would add more details, but that would probably sound too crazy.

Why is it that as long as I would listen to specific songs, particularly indie, bad luck would never come my way?! I think it's like magic, I think it might be about something more than psychology, something more mysterious. I don't especially like Indie, but if it can get rid of bad events in my life, then that's like a bonus, isn't it?!

Sometimes things don't work out, and sometimes we have setbacks, but I think that all of these unfortunate events might be just part of a bad dream...

Many unexplained events in various times of 2019, involving the occult and clowns. It's not good!

Right around the 7th of December, i wrote that something major would happen by the end of the year as a major storm would impact either Northern Europe or the West Coast of USA. Here we have something that almost reflects upon this; as the Indonesia tsunami happened, a large and significant storm system has affected the west coast, Washington and British Columbia. Almost on Time, two events! I have a sneaky suspicion that you don’t believe me. Therefore, here’s the plan: instead of simply writing in this blog, i have been thinking about supplementing the information on YouTube from nów on, and Hence lend credence. Thank you. https://reallybloggy.blogspot.com/2018/12/blog-post_7.html

People who constantly argue are probably just idiots. I don't see the point. Religion and science aren't supposed to be argued against one another.

No matter what's happening in the world, or in your life, it too must pass!

Anything and everything that has ever happened in my life, isn't worth these miserable times! I wouldn't want the entire world if I had to have a day like this in exchange!

It doesn't matter what type of life I've had, and how it went or how it's now. This type of day, everything disappointing and senseless, makes me just want to die...

I want to use a UV and a near IR camera for moonlight photography. Granted, even during harsh sunlight, in IR the sky can be pure black, not to mention what it'd be like with moon low on the horizon, but still having the land illuminated with stars in the sky! I have doubts about whether or not UV photography would be possible in such low light, however, could produce some interesting results. Just some thoughts.

These (almost) last days of fall 2018 have been incredibly dry and slightly on the warm side. The first 10 or so days of winter here are supposed to be mild, relatively speaking. However, I think that the weather's truly boring out here in Michigan. Let's hope for at least some snow and I hope that it doesn't stay too cold constantly throughout winter, although I'd like the occasional polar vortex every few days so it can get extra cold in the mornings. I'd like to see the return of frost all over the forests again! I'm almost sure that the polar vortex will return more than once in Early January! Like I have written previously, I think that it will be a colder than average winter, but then in late March I think will most likely become much warmer than average than it usually has been throughout the years!

It's incredibly boring.

I recently wrote about dark thoughts, regarding their humor; but how so?! Mainstream society doesn't find this stuff funny, but perhaps it is finally time, to think of each moment of life as a new year! Therefore, time is continually essentially being renewed.

The more times we die, the more I laugh

I entered into life.

The following might sound awkward, but who cares?:"And in this urban metropolis, one night stands were somehow impossible, thanks to a magical creator. And so for reason with which we are unfamiliar with, we had a good life, because of this...lack of immoral behavior." I think that the quote is really something, as I think that in my life, when asked why I'm not as happy as one could be, my best reply is..."I don't know!"

"I feel like making fun of this world, and dieing in great misery, in cold and in hot, from dehydration and toxins." Because, as it might turn out to be in our life, the funniest thing about life is pain. Yet where this instantaneous humor comes from, is a mystery to me.

The more you hate yourself, the more I hate this world...yet, honestly, for reasons which I'm unable to explain, I find humor

I've been waiting; hopefully it might be a full moon shining high overhead and snowing at the same time!

Soon, people viewing my blog from various world nations!

While I've been creating creative content, and doing my own thing, the mystery still remains...

https://www.sciencealert.com/chronic-bullying-could-actually-reshape-the-brains-of-teens Not me, I must rise up and conquer them all!

We could have died without knowing or realizing it.

Seriously, are my friends okay?! I haven't talked to them in at least four years. I've been feeling pretty lonely and single recently.

https://www.sciencealert.com/black-holes-expand-in-not-out-and-the-reason-why-could-fix-physics Remember when I wrote about darkness, death, and ,death and myself being afraid recently?! Now some very interesting news about black holes; this is what I'd call relevance!

Ideologies, religion, and other "philosophies" are simply invisible restraints on ourselves. They don't allow us to broaden our ways of thinking. It's a totally horrible thing to come to terms with, yet is true. If I were the only one on Earth who thought different from everyone, then hopefully I'd still find my way among this reality; that's exactly how terrifying it is to live here!

Nothingness, emptiness, without thought, is the way to go because thought is, without us realizing it ourselves, an annoyance. It's like the white noise in middle of the night. My head can hurt just thinking about my life.

The period of time, 1994 (when I was born) and up until about now (I think it might still be ongoing), was a really tough time in my life. I wish that it had never even happened. Constant hardships that would never cease, and I constantly felt like I might die because of the atmosphere created and maintained by those who I knew. Everything that I was supposed to enjoy, simply compromised by others. The constant war against peace by others that I knew was absolutely insane in my life. My life is a very unsettling and disturbing experience! I seriously want to know what a normal life is, but I doubt that I'll ever totally figure that one out! And because of this, I don't plan on changing my negative attitude. It's not because of me that life has been this way, and it's not because of me that I have this attitude towards people. I truly hope that it will some day come back to haunt everyone.

In 2019, I think that a new musician will emerge early on, as in, maybe January. She will begin singing for auditions, such as The Voice, as a contestant, and will progress rapidly throughout the next decade! I think that the genre will most likely be pop music.

Save me from this world. Save me from a world without much change at all!

the seasons could change far more or far less abruptly. Think about it: For instance, no spring but winter transitioning abruptly into summer within days or maybe even hours. Or how about if each season could last for 10 years? Which way would be better? I think that trying to figure this one out, or whether to stay in our current climatic trend, would be best. If what we want is a major change, to really see "What If?", then it's not simply enough to be put into a discussion. We need to put efforts into making it become a reality. We can do this! And the fate of many people would be changed for the better, perhaps. People's moods could become better overall, and who in the world knows what else could be accomplished?!

Listening to ambient music, such as "We Are All Astronauts", and wondering what it'd be like if I were still innocent...

"And all of a sudden, I could see from all sides, light receptors in a spherical array inside of my eye"

Nothing could calm me nearly as much as the dark of night. My imagination, as well as my ideas, are essentially tainted by pure positivism and optimism. Yet I still think of it as true; that through negativity and pessimism, magical things can happen. Just like dark magic, but in a different sense.

It is nights full of long darkness that helped make the land glitter. Despite a cold world, it is destruction that can bring unexpected benefits. It is death that results in magic.

"Even if some experiences cause me the most powerful pain, I still want to have them, for they are the ones which cause unimaginable states of emotion". Throughout what has seemed like several years, I've been feeling extreme pain. Not only that, but I've also had a lack of stuff to do. My mind's been rampant with various thoughts, both positive and negative, each fighting for their own existence. After all, negative thoughts have their place as well, and are necessary in life. Intense physical and/or emotional pain, combined with intense thought, can cause forgotten emotion to be released, one which you thought you'd had lost for the rest of your life. Keeping these memories, or emotions, in your memory, can lead to a happier life. Sometimes it is the pain (not the pleasure) in life that can set us free. By allowing one's self to think more powerfully and in more ways, one can reach various states of mind, ones which you might have never been conscious to...

Maybe ufo's aren't alien. Maybe there enormous snow crystals which might glow in the dark, the color of the glow depending on what gas they pass through! Not saying it's true, just saying "imagine"!

I remember seeing what looked like a winter landscape, full of about 5 inches of fresh snow, and in the foreground, a cumulonimbus cloud, one that looked to produce lightning! That would be very nice! Imagine if under the snow were lights, changing colors, and flying lanterns towards the clouds! Makes me think of maybe going to the very tall mountains right after a snowstorm and observing severe spring weather from above! Imagine that a celebration of color were happening in the mountains and/or below at the same time! Imagine if snow crystals somehow glowed in the dark too. Just some anomalous thoughts, originating in the mind's eye, and compiled into reality!

Open the image to view large, and take a look at the top right!

It's been like a pain that I've never even realized before, and when I started listening to specific frequencies, the pain disappeared!

We've been taught wrongly about life and death, and that's what should be terrifying to you. I personally am pretty much constantly terrified of it all.

All countries will most likely eventually come to a major conflict, war. And in the end, all will most likely be losers.

This is realistic fiction, but still worth reading, by the way. It was inspired by a dream that I had. I was entranced by the storms of tomorrow, so when I seen one on the horizon, I asked my parents if we could all go there. On our way there, we never got to our destination, because the storm was too quick for us. We weren't going to go quite that far, by the way. We eventually made it to empty fields, from where I watched the sky. Then we made it into more populated areas, before getting into an interesting town, one whose name I don't recall, but we ended up in a neighborhood where for some reason a family invited us to their house. I saw many people there, looked like a huge party. But soon afterwards, that's when the destruction began. I could first see fire in the sky, then houses from afar start to get destroyed, and the destruction kept getting closer. I thought to myself, I truly wish that I could become friends with all of these people, but I suppose that wasn...

https://news.yahoo.com/u-s-intelligence-sounds-alarm-quantum-gap-china-100017743.html

Why is December like the most strangest, most mysterious time of all? At least in this kind of climate, here in the midwest; So cold and empty, with snow blown fields and very peculiar weather, particularly the clouds...yet so strange, in a sense that I haven't even been able to explain, at least not yet. Something's strange, isn't it?

A brief moment of time, right around 2011-2013, was essentially a magical time to be alive. I don't know what happened to all of the magical music of that era, not that it's gone, but the new music simply isn't the same, and the same for other stuff like very helpful and wonderful world events happening.

https://www.sciencealert.com/we-need-to-get-ready-for-cyber-attacks-on-the-quantum-level-warn-scientists

I have a feeling something major might happen tomorrow in the morning but I'm not too sure what it's going to be. I think that it'll involve a political blunder, someone, such as Trump, probably saying something very offensive; stunning!

Something's going to have to happen by the end of the year, and I don't know the where, or what it's going to have to be! I think that it's very likely that during the time that it happens, however, a large storm will impact northern regions such as Scandinavia and the west coast! Afterwards, something major might very likely happen on the first of January, such as a major crime, and it won't be good!

Something significant might very likely happen on the news today. I think it might be a natural disaster again.

They, the society, aren't allowing you to have or enjoy many pleasures, but at the same time, you don't actually truly deserve it.

Whether it's by a disease, a PC virus, deforestation, global warming, religion, ideology, lack of empathy (or sympathy), etc. NO MATTER WHAT THE CAUSE, EVERYONE THAT YOU KNOW IS EXTREMELY LIKELY TO DAMAGE YOU in some way, either direct or indirect...keep this in mind all of the time. What's legal now might not be for long. What's been illegal in the past might become legal in the near future!

All are extremely likely to betray; but who cares, if not you?!

I also don't understand it, why are there not more chances at opportunities in life? I'm not talking necessarily about obtaining a job, or being able to get into a specific school, or getting a scholarship, and not even necessarily about being able to live wherever you want, and have exactly what you want. The material things, they might be out there; however, it is not a matter of having more or having what you want. Instead of that, I think that it might be more about having chances and opportunities in life. For example, I could do wonders in my life if I got the correct chances, or opportunites, that I’ve been wishing for, even though I’ve got far less than everything that I could want. The chance to do more with what you have, can create a world of wonder, in my case, one that the world might have never even seen before! But unless there’s a start, my objectives, they aren’t in any way bound to happen.

Tumblr going to remove all adult content from their site!!! Starting Dec 17. Is it my fault? Leave thoughts in the comments.

I don't understand it, Why there is not more to do on the internet

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzxgHuwX0sk

I wish I'd never even known anything in the first place about my life

I wish I'd lived a life without so much pessimism and negative criticism! Been feeling like being thrown into a sea of torture...

I've been feeling much like nothing; what does one do?!?!?!?

I wish that life wasn't an abstract experience. I wish that it'd be an experience in which goals aren't tainted or suppressed by other things. I wish that I could focus my attention on what matters in life, and be able to achieve the goals.

If demonic activity were real, then negligence might be the gateway to demons

To go to various world regions some day, have spare time, not have a care in the world, experience and invest in all of my passions. But this abstract idea will very likely never come to realization. Living among pessimists doesn't help either.

I feel as though I've been hurting, like seriously. This experience, my life, isn't one that I intended to have. But then again, I suppose that our fate is just that: to be hurt, damaged, devastated. Our fate might just be to be miserable in life. Try as one might, but others can constantly hinder our objectives regarding life.

Life, the experience of it alone, has been hurting and damaging me as an individual. Why is there never any relief from life?! Why must we go on?! I think much of life is being forced to do things that otherwise you wouldn't be doing...

For many, life is painless, but for me, life is misery

To pass all of the tortuous experiences of life, that is my goal, and learn from it. I probably won't achieve it any time soon, it will probably take a lifetime.

I've been feeling like a withering leaf...like a failure