I also don't understand it, why are there not more chances at opportunities in life? I'm not talking necessarily about obtaining a job, or being able to get into a specific school, or getting a scholarship, and not even necessarily about being
able to live wherever you want, and have exactly what you want. The material things, they might be out there; however, it is not a matter of
having more or having what you want. Instead of that, I think that it might be more about having chances and opportunities in life. For example,
I could do wonders in my life if I got the correct chances, or opportunites, that I’ve been wishing for, even though I’ve got far less than everything
that I could want. The chance to do more with what you have, can create a world of wonder, in my case, one that the world might have never even
seen before! But unless there’s a start, my objectives, they aren’t in any way bound to happen.
Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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