I totally gave up by never returning to Eaton Rapids High School to work with other people on what’s been happening, and i think that that’s where i might have failed and because of that, never developed a relationship with people, and was always constantly looked down upon and couldn’t cope with people, as well as anything in general. I supposed that graduation was my finał and last chance to Settle down and that things would never be the same after that, in a negative way
Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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