The stuff that I watch on my devices never leads to good, it only destroys my life; There's a lot of interesting stuff on internet and TV, but the problem is that it never means anything after I watch it. it's not like it happens with every device, just the ones I currently have. It's just like I'm crazy, but instead I'm not. I feel bad, and until something makes me feel good, life doesn't mean anything
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Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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