Fuck! There's another misfortune coming my way, fuck it I knew it might happen, but now I'm almost sure; once again, I can predict things that are to happen in the news and in various areas of the world, but I'm helpless when it comes to my life...I feel hopeless not knowing when these unlucky times will happen. I'm afraid that the final problem of my life will be destructive nd come with no warning, really I think that there's something horrible that I left behind that I wasn't aware of before, and it's going to ruin my whole, entire life. Why the fuck do we live in such misery, I thought that I had my life settled?
Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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