Alone tonight, just like the western star sinking, the angels curse me by the straight and crooked thinking. Slipping sideways, so the stars collide, fade away just like our love that died. There is nowhere in this universe to hide...from you tonight. I've wrestled with angels all my life; it's always the halos and the wings that keep you blind. And if I fall with all of the strength I have inside, I wouldn't be out here, alone tonight. ~Above And Beyond!
Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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