I wish that there was something to make me forget everything, about how messed up things have seemingly been. I don’t want to
fall into a trance, because it could be the opposite of what’s expected.
And I don’t want to think about shifting, or going to, other realities or
dimensions but because of my creativity, I desire such an explanation
for stuff. Somethings that I want to write about are off of the beaten
path.
Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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