But my problems can't be blamed for medicines that I've been taking. I’ve been having dark thoughts about myself and dark dreams. I want to hurt others because I feel like some have been a negative influence on me, and have influenced me to have darker thoughts than what I initially would’ve had despite the medicine. I have had dreams of dying and I feel enraged towards others because they’re not nice people. In fact, some of the people that I’ve met aren’t really human at all. People should’ve helped me instead of considering me psychotic are whatever, and blaming it on me, saying that I’m behaving this way on purpose!

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