I want to throw all of the drinks up in the air, have a good time,
and party like there never was a past. I want to go somewhere
nice, with someone nice, and never look back. I want to leave
this place forever, and not even think about it ever again. I want
to leave my state of mind, my emotions, but also
this physical location. Location, as in, the United States Of America. I want to enter a state of mind in which the past, present, and
future are all one singularity.
Negative action leads to negative reaction in my life
The reason why things happening in my life never happen in my favor, is because I've been failing in life often initially. and then after the times I failed something had to happen against me, like cause and effect. I don't understand how or why though, it's like unexplained: how does a negative cause lead to a negative effect. In other words, it's like a negative action leading to a negative reaction: in theory, it shouldn't be possible but I've been observing it over many years of my life. And that's how it's been with other things, what is essentially circular reasoning. So much ideas in the world are founded on this type of reasoning. With hatred from various people, combined with strict rules leading me to think that something gravely dangerous will happen because of my failed past, my memory has faded many times and very frequently, so much that I forgot what exactly I was supposed to write to finish this sentence: my psychologically ravaged mind...
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