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So much stuff that I've been reading on the internet was totally destructive.

Why do people portray me as being on the winning side of life? It’s betrayal and humiliation

I read about INFJ on YouTube, supposedly the rarest of all personality types. About seventy to one hundred percent of all of the traits of such a person seemed to match my personality! One specific trait that really interested me was the preference of INFJ people to write as opposed to talk. I’m not sure which method I prefer, but in the past I thought greatly about using telepathy or “fields” instead, which if possible, seem to be the best preferred method for me of making discussion: that might be because it’s a way of discussion that I’ve never tried, and because it’s different to usual methods, might be why it might seem preferable to me. It might also be the most efficient method. Perfection is something that I didn’t think about until I realized that it was a concept or idea though, and I have been obsessed with it ever since, and perfection is a trait of INFJ, so I don’t know if that’s strictly a trait that describes me. Over several years, perfection has seemed so tantalizing t...

My dreams are usually very bad nightmares, but what's really strange is that I've kept seeing what seems to have been the same people, numerous times! Who are they?! Are they ever going to reveal their face to me?! Could they be the people in my life who are of some importance?! also I don't want to die or harm myself because of the recurring dreams!

Back in the day, my fantasies were investing into a hobby or having the time of my life. Today my fantasies are to have well being and to treated at least at a five out of ten level. After all, I've given up on expecting to be treated any better than that!!!

I tried to message someone who's been treating me like shit, to try and get an answer. Their answer is the reason why I don't want any talking with people, and I've been wanting to die!!!!

I don’t realize how much I’ve been harassed at all of my jobs